Breaking Routine

Most days I come home from school, pick a flower from my garden and head straight for the computer to which I am then attached to for the next hour or so. I then go on to search random things and people and continue waste my own time when I could be doing somathing productive like studying for my next test or doing homework or assignments. So why do I do this? Well mainly because I'm bored though everytime I do it I am forming a new habit or reinforcing an old one. So why is it that I then expect things to magically change if I don't even make an effort for them to? The truth is I don't really know maybe it's because the world we live in has become so instant I mean like the internet is almost instant and if it is just a tiny bit slow we get annoyed so maybe that's what we think change is sometimes just an instant burst of something different not a progression. I'm not saying routine is bad as it gives us an idea of what to expect but sometimes it's good to change things and mix it up a little. After all changes in our lives can make us better people no matter how small the change is for instance if you decide that you will say "hi" to someone you usually wouldn't then you might end up having a conversation and making a new friend or if you decide to say please and thankyou more often then someone might feel more appreciated. So as you can see sometimes change isn't instant you have to make it happen and it's only when you look back that you see just how far you've come.